friendship ? SPM ?

hi,everyone ~  long time not see...it is very long time to not update my blog ~ i will delete all post because i hope i will have a new blog such as new life ~ ...this few day seriously i keep thinking about friendship...i have long time not hang out with my buddy..it is mean wat ?? maybe because spm exam ...all wan focus  to study ...but after that , yum cha ?  trip ? or any hang out ?  also not have already...feel like everyone have their our lover then starting less and more less hang out until not...sometime i will ask myself ..it is our friendship cheap than love ? because i keep thinking and think ..think..until emo...somemore midnight i will cry when i lisren about friendship song..i feel i 'm alone ...lifeless...and one more thing..when i remind back some memory , i will feel very hurt ...because one of my buddy ..he choose love dun wan friendship ...starting i not trust that..but after 2 month less chat ,less yum cha and less hang out...plus i ask my friend ..my friend tell me his comment to me..it is same thinking with me ..he choose LOVE ...  2 year friendship worse than 2 month love....suan la ~ i try to not think about that..i dun wan feel hurt again ~ just now i only finised check my friend blog..i feel little bit touch ..when i see one post from him ...

                    two is not really better than one. i smile when i grouped with friends.

                    i enjoy teasing you, yong.

                    i enjoy lanc you, ds.

                    i enjoy mentioning your siblings, chea.

                    i enjoy making jokes with you, stan.

                    i enjoy console you, fan.

                    i enjoy consoled by you, jien ie.

                    i enjoy emo with you, boo.

                    i won't regret as i have you guys as my buddies

but i not agree one thing from his post ~ 2 is always. better than one ...anyway, cheer up !! =)

last night,suddenly i cry again ..when i listen this song "林俊杰-记得"  .his lyrics make me cry...however this song is about love ..but i think about our friendship... why will become like ?! ='(


                             谁还记得是谁先说友谊长存...
                             以前的一句话是我们以后的伤口...
                             过了太久没人记得当初那些温柔....　
                             我们说手牵手说要一起走到最后...

                             我们都忘了这条路走了多久....　
                             心中是清楚的...有一天....有一天都会停的.. =(
                             让时间说真话..虽然我也害怕..　
                            在天黑了以后,我都不知道会不会有以后...

                            我都累了...却没办法往回走　
                            我的心都迷惑..我怎么说..怎么说都没有救吗？
                            为什么。。也许你也不懂　
                            也许我们等着对方先说想分开的理由吗？

                            谁还记得友谊开始变化的时候 ?　
                            我和你的眼中看见了不同的天空..

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                            我们走得太远...终于走到分岔路的路口.. =(　

this lyrics is my heart voice.. i got one moment try to change this situation...but ...it is not one reply me..as like i'm syok sendiri..sighhh... =(